When I titled "Hint" to this little blurb, I meant to say, "They can't take a 'completely understandable and previously agreed upon statement.'"

I hooked up with a guy I met at the bar here in town. Nothing out of the ordinary to hook-up with someone. What is out of the ordinary, however, is when that hook-up suddenly decides that you need to form a relationship...

I don't think that some of these people quite understand what a hook-up implies. James seems to think that even after I asked, "so we are f* buddies right," before the dirty little deed, I meant, "lets date!" How very wrong he was.

Don't get me wrong, he's a nice guy with a very nice laundry machine, and fantastic body, but that's about all there was to him. So even if I WERE ready for some kind of relationship, the only thing we'd have in common is that we like to have sex. An important factor, but not a good foundation for a relationship.

The biggest thing that I don't understand here is why he would even think that I would WANT to date him considering that it went limp mid-hook-up!!! You would think that he would be embarrassed enough to stay away. Hmmm I guess that shows that he's got balls . . . or maybe just some Viagra.

So for the past few days since Friday, I've been very .. .. .. frustrated .. .. ..

However, I must say, that my "community" aka the other residents of the Busta Apts. here in Cedar have been very supportive, friendly, and helpful in alleviating much of my stress. All I gotta do is walk in and follow the music or just sit in the apt. at the end of the hallway and someone is always there to talk to. God bless you bunch of atheists. ^_^