Well its great to hear from ya miss LoBeta. :)

You're about to finish school? well all sorts of fabulous congratulatory praise directed your way. I received my bachelors afew month back. I’d like to say its been skips down the yellow brick road for me but i haven't had much luck in the job market. So 'm living with mom these days and slowly dwindling down my savings. no Internet in mi  casa so feel in love with we're alive because i can download podcasts to my phone.

Boys..

I did manage to get over the most profound crush of my life (one I was largely in deniable about). It was odd I just hit me one day out the blue, there was no lead up or anything. of course, like clockwork, once I decided I was over him he decided it was high time he took a second look at ol moxie gal. But that’s the story of my life.

Oh yes and I did take a brief stab at being someone’s girlfriend but it didn’t last long. It’s a very long very stupid story but contrary to what all my friends assumed it wasn’t my fault. (I actually meet him on spill) It ended because he had a tendency to disappear (the final straw being when he left for the military without telling anyone). i like to think of myself as a chic that’s beyond pining away for some hapless boy or at the very least one that bounces back quickly. But dating him made me realize how much I was settling with all the guys I dated in the past. Nothing gets me more hot and bothered than wit (perhaps nothing is a bit strong but you get the point). It wasn’t just that he could keep up with me it was that he kept me on my toes. When we did the whole "its over now give me my stuff back" thing i was my books i need back. So I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss him.

I now find myself with an entirely intellectual crush on a new boy I wouldn’t otherwise be attracted to..i have yet to figure out what to do with these feelings.

I swear I’m not as moopy as this post would imply.

Well having a life is a perfectly reasonable and logical excuse for not being on spill lately. Now if only i could be like you and have such an excuse.

I know i am getting back to yo really late but i hope you do eventually get and reply to this.

Nerdy project? what would that be?

Confusing pass? Well i remember the security guard where i work hit on me...and i had some sort of brain malfunction and instead of just politely declining or just being my usual witty self i gave him a fake phone number. So i had avoid while not looking like i was avoiding him for the rest of my stint at that job. Not sure how successful i was at all that but i WAS glad when that was over.

Ya know i am glad i asked you that cause you gave a great answer. When i watched the film i was thinking "everyone realizes this women is just a glorified prostitute, right? I watched the movie after years of hearing all the hype about the film. It great romance, every woman wants to be Golightly and every man wasnt to be with her, and other elements that upon view the film i found perplexing and ridiculous. But i get it now, its because she is everything a woman shouldnt be that makes her such an awesome and intriguing character. Thanks lo, really. I kinda wanna watch the film again now and see if my perspective on the film changes.

I got a question for ya, i remember you mentioning that you were Asian in the past; i know this i gonna make me sound really dense but i just realized you lived in Switzeland. So now i wanna know your story. Like how you know English so well, how manny other languages you know, where your parents are from, and i am coming off like a creepy stalker now arent i? Ummm i assure you that is not my intention, i am just nosy inquisitive my nature.

Oh and i got a movie question for ya.
Explain what the deal is with Breakfast a Tiffinay's I saw the movie and i have to say i really dont get the hype. I got this ire suspicion that i missing something. I generally wanna know the answer.

Lo!!
Where ya been luv? I was talking to someone today about some of my favorite folks on spill and you came up. I missez you.
Shoot me a message and let me know what new

Happy New Year girl! I still cant get over how cool your pic is.hehe I see you have LETS DO THIS up.You know i have a spot on this sho right!Leon was about to clown me but he corrected himself!This is the best show on the site.If i must say.hehe

Just checking to see if your holiday went well?

God Jul to you as well!

Did i allredy tell you that your page is the shit?LOL

Aaa the teacher looks...but who needs to be a teacher to obtain that look, i for one like to theme my outfits as much as possible. As much as possible meaning when i am not to lazy, wich is far to often. Me, i work in a office now so i get to be all serious business lady and all the jazz. Unfortunately my lack of funds seriously cuts into the my goal of obtaining the effortlessly sexy business woman look

So its like this, drastic switch between hot and awesome to frumpy and wall mart. The freezing colder weather doesnt help much either, its a whole lot of knee high boots (wich as still kinda hot right?). *sigh*
Oh wells, such is life.

Funny you should mention that resolution because while i never went the the actually Gym i did start working out (via exercise vids on youtube) and was starting to shap up. Only to hit the last couple weeks were i had no grocery and eat fast food everyday...bye bye small hint of tone her come the golden arches to wither you away.

I went to give blood, but they wouldn’t let me because my iron was to low. They did however say i could try again i Jan and to just make sure i eat a big iron filled mean before hand. I ended up convincing my friend to do it, who was terrified, i had to hold her hand and everything (its was a bit ridiculous). But the whole deal was fun, chatted up the nurse who took her blood about movies.

That is a crazy story about your friend and it seems to not be leading to a happy ending with makes me sad. Love can be a real mother f'er sometimes. I cant say that the times it has been said to me (not by family and in all seriousness) it has ever been a pleasant situation. I wonder why he took so long to tell her...13 years is a lonnnnnng time to wait.

Great point about those dreams...suddenly i have a whole new perspective on the tooth fairly, she is infact my ultimate dream!
Hmmm but then again i really would want to have to exchange a bone for every payment. I take it back that is close to my dream but still to much is required on my end.